A woman is truly capable of many things.

She can pull herself together, understand everything, and begin living differently. But often the same patterns return: at certain moments, it becomes difficult to take the next step, even when you are actively working on yourself — and the person still does not begin acting differently. And often, it is not a lack of strength, but weak neural connections and the absence of an environment that can hold change. You pull yourself together and try again — this is logical and necessary. But at some point, everything slips again, and it feels as though you lose the thread.

I am creating a year-long format for a limited number of women. I want to say immediately: this is not education, although in some sense you will learn how to hold your own field and be present in a way that allows another person to gather themselves too. It is also not the usual kind of “share and support” space. This is a system and a field in which you stop falling out of yourself.

How it works. Once a month, we will have a long meeting — possibly over two consecutive days. We will see how much time is needed. Through conversation, it will become visible what is actually happening in your life: where you are stuck, where you are deceiving yourself, where you have already grown but continue living in old ways. I will accompany this process through dialogue with you.

Then you return to your ordinary life: moving forward, making decisions, observing. Between meetings, we will have a chat where you can write when needed. I will provide guidance on how to interact there so that it remains effective within this format. There will be no deep analyses in the chat — that is not what this format is for — but you will not fall out of the processes that are important for this period of your life. There will be direction, but not constant or detailed analysis.

There will also be a space where you document what is happening to you: what you are doing, what decisions you are making, where you return to old scenarios, what subtleties you are beginning to notice. At the end of each month, there will be a brief reflection together: what changed, what returned, what became different. I will not step in constantly, but only when I see that it is truly necessary. But I will constantly be with you.

And month after month, through this, change begins to hold. Decisions become clearer, and you stop slipping backward. This is about beginning to live differently — and, through the field, not losing it again after a couple of weeks. I will hold a field here in which it becomes impossible to remain in illusion for too long.

This is not a format for “coming in to take a look.” This is a year in which you will have to live differently and observe yourself with much greater precision. Throughout the year, there will also be three in-person gatherings in different parts of the world.

This space is for those who are already in trust, who understand, read, and hear what this is about, and who feel that they need to be here. If this resonates with you — fill out the application form. I will review it and return to you.

Price and conditions. The participation fee is €4,500. Please do not apply if this amount feels painful for you. The process should exist alongside life, not become the center of tension and expectation. When the amount creates tension, an expectation appears that you will be guided, saved, helped. That will not happen here. What exists here is a field and conditions in which you begin to hold yourself more fully on your own.

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